amour

hey pals! it's been so long since my last "story-telling" right? wanna hear some stories? I'll give you bunch.

eh coba deh klik label yang lovelife, LOL trus baca mulai dari cerita paling awal. kemaren aku iseng-iseng aja baca, dan sumpah itu aku baru nyadar kalo ceritanya tentang banyak orang banget. yes, it's about A LOT OF people. yang awal-awal well yeah everybody knows it's about A, right? and then, show up Macherie, my pet in pet society hahaha ♥. after her, come up...... Joo Ji-hoon and Kimbum, LAUGH-OUT-LOUD! hahaha aduh dulu aku tergila-gila banget yaa sama dua orang sipit itu baru nyadar -.-

then, wow there's a story about O hmmm how are you now, boasty? and then come up the story about Lale, yayaya he's the guitarist of Maliq and D'essentials and yayaya bunches girls love him either. and then come up the story about R HAHAHA, kenapa coba dulu aku bisa suka sama dia???? trus abis itu tentang MAS GANTENG! apa kabar ya dia skrg? aku ga pernah liat dia lagi di chics....

trus abis itu tentang J wakakakak kocak amat. kenapa seleraku...........-.- and the next story is about JASON! weeew he's my forever love, no doubt ♥. by the way, i miss you Jas :) and hell yeah the next story is about this man. I dont want to tell you what's the first letter of his name. it's just hurt.

dia......................................... aku jadi bingung mau ngomong apa. takut dia tau. HA HA HA ody, dia tau nama kamu aja engga. katanya dulu iya, tapi kemaren engga. yang bener yang mana sih???? bikin aku bingung banget taugaaa??? dan begonya kenapa aku kepikiran terus sampe seharian ini jadi males ngapa-ngapain.

you're not THAT worth.

iya dy ngomong gampang, tapi kenapa susah banget buat ngelakuin itu??? SPOT ON! because the fact is you are THAT worth for me. I just keep asking, why can't you see? But I fronted long enough to know there is no way.

You gave me sweet dreams. You gave me nightmares. At the same time.
You invited me to fly away with the birds. You let me fall to the bottom of the sea. At the same time.
You gave me hopes. And then you got out of the way. You made me confused. You made me wait. I've been waiting.

But I'm too tired right now. You've made it. I just...... I just don't understand the story. You made it hard. I don't understand, it's just too hard. I can't read it. I don't understand the languange.

Eyes, smile, glanced, where all the memories lie. It's enough dear. I know you're a nice person, a really nice person :) So please, stop it. I'll stop it. You've ruined the story. I've ruined the story. It doesn't work. We'll never make it work.

So the red line is........ ahhh I can't! I've tried, but it always ends up with I've been tired. I'm tired to tell the wrong story to my heart. If only you could hear...... But I'll keep on trying. I just have to avoid that eyes.

Really big thanks for reading,
Fildza Hasnamudhia (in case someone doesn't know my full name)

p.s: that's hurt